Casually Ignored: A Nonchalant Treatment

day 10

suami tinggalkan rumah tanpa segala pesanan, atau luahan. is it normal? ofc not

still dont understand why im going thru this again.... and this time , in a marriage.

We’ve been married for 7 years, and we’ve known each other for 10. tapi jelasnya, knowing someone for a decade doesn’t guarantee honesty or loyalty. It doesn’t stop someone from betraying their family.
The pain is unbearable. I cry every night. My soul is screaming inside from the loneliness.

he cheating on me rupanya since 2021. HAHAHA.. but i just found out  27 April just after we came back from Melaka... Masha Allah. betul kata orang, instinct yang Allah bagi pada para isteri adalah luar biasa. kantoi. terkedu.. since that, i shud be turn my character to Detective Conan.

im the victim but he’s the one who walked out and went back to his parents' house. yeah, time marah tu aku dah suruh dia keluar and aku taknak tengok muka dia.. 

loveyousomuch sayang... apa kurang saya pada awak sayang? saya menagih cinta awak sejak pertama kali kita berjumpa 2015. aku berkorban segalanya untuk awak sayang.. pindah ke JB semata demi kelangsungan tua bersama awak sayang tapi awak decide untuk keluar tanpa whatsapp reply.. hebatnya ego awak sayang.. 

Maybe he’s ashamed of what happened. But believe me, if he came back and tried to fix things, I might have given him a chance. Now, I just feel desperate and broken.

If he still doesn’t return, I might go face him at his parents’ house. Just to say what needs to be said, maybe for the last time

aku dah penat menangis weh... penat hari hari sejak 27 April ... sakit jantung aku bila suami tipu kau, telegram perempuan lain... melancap dalam video w different girls... wtf

But I’ll keep going. Just remember this: I will never search for you again. Never...

biar aku nangis air mata sekali pun, aku takkan cari kau lagi. dan aku tak akan maafkan kau sampai bila2... cuba la kau cari aku, kau takkan jumpa. tu bukan bermakna aku give up, aku dah penat melayan tangisan sendiri merayu meminta pada ehsan kau.. sedangkan kau?

Thanks for everything. Really. I wish I never met you!!

aku sayang kau tau !!!!! tapi kau hancurkan rumahtangga kita !!! rumahtangga tau tak !! bukan couple nak putus putus !! 

kalau rasa aku ni tempat kau suka2 baik jangan nikah la !! cakap pada aku apa yang aku buat sampai kau macam ni!!! 

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